So back to Beta, I forgot to mention the 2 weeks stay over in Beta's house had ended, for the mother already came back from Johor... Me and Beta would still meet each other everyday, for a drink, sex occasionally... We have been together for almost 3 months plus, that's when problem with Beta started kicked in...
First was when he's driving on the road, and I'm leading the way... Along the way I misguided him left/right, then he started arguing with me, at the end of the argument suddenly he scolded me "Ji Pet".. I was like "Ouch" , immediately I walked out from his car and ignored him.. He apologized to me few days later...
Second argument was about sex.... We hardly had any sex, sometimes 2 weeks and only oral... I'm a guy with high sex drive, so I need sex like all the time (I only see Alpha once a week)... Doing at his place is impossible because the mother is there, and we don't do it in car anymore lol... So usually when he came to my place I will initiate it, but every time he'll complain tired, no mood this and that... In the end, I still didn't get enough sex from him...
Third is when the expectation increased on my part.. Mostly I'm the one who do the travelling, sometimes Beta will meet up with his friends and I'll follow.. And I always have to meet up at his place.. So the more I do that the more I started to complain because his frequency of coming over to my place became lesser and lesser...
The next one is probably the bigger problem... It was the time when Samsung Galaxy Note was coming into Asia market and I was anticipating its arrival (Convincing Alpha to buy for me of course) ... Then there is this convenient app in Android Market called "Talk Box".. One time I was in the car with Beta going back to his place... I literally talked with Alpha throughout the journey regarding this Samsung Galaxy Note.. So Beta kept quiet all the way, until we reached his place, I noticed his face expression changed... I asked him "Is there anything wrong?" , he said nothing, wished me goodnight then head upstairs... I'll drive home as usual..
Upon reaching, suddenly I received a text from him....
Beta - You and I belong to the different world, I can't match you (你和我是不同世界的人,我不适合你）
Me - What do you mean? (We often chat in Chinese because Beta's English is not that good)
Beta - I can't buy you the things you wanted, he can provide you everything (你要的东西我给不到你）
From there, I finally know how strong Beta's ego was... He compared himself with Alpha, knowing the truth that he is nowhere near Alpha.... After a few persuasion, I got things back in shape...
Basically, my relationship with Beta bloomed like that... Argument then patch up, each time we argue, we got closer when we recovered...
Moving on to end of October 2011, after 3 years of studying in Shithole, I can finally celebrate my birthday with my family...
Up next, my 23 years old Birthday....
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