How I met lover B, Beta

I remembered very clearly, that time was middle of June. I started having all those thoughts coming in, where I needed a companion beside me... Distance with Alpha (Cheras/Klang) was already a problem, Alpha is not willing to cut off his clinic hours.. Done considering, moments of hesitation were gone, I decided to start looking around, behind Alpha's back....

Manjam, Axcest, Fridae were all too conventional, the fact that I don't dare to go sauna alone, so I decided to go with Grindr since I have a smartphone Galaxy s2...  I even showed Alpha how cool the app was where you can detect all gay people around you and chat with each other... Alpha got excited at first but got bored after a week or two, he uninstalled it... Luckily Alpha doesn't restrict me from entering Grindr, only advised me not to meet with other guys outside...

There were a few handsome guys I talked to, one of them really caught my attention and I had a crush on him just by looking at his picture... Wearing specs, chubby, sexy eyes, and we chat occasionally in Grindr..  His reply were really slow and I literally waited in Grindr most of the time for his reply... Even though I'm impatient, I controlled myself until one day he decided to ask me out for a drink (I was like OMG is this for real)....

He is staying around Permaisuri area, not quite far from my place.. So he came and pick me up in front of Pantai Cheras Hospital and we went to a chinese food court for a drink...  Seriously, I left a very bad first impression for him at our first meet up... I told him I already have a lover, I tried to order beer due to my addiction because of my friend's influence, that time I was drinking everyday for 3 months already... In addition, I smoke in front of him, plus sitting on the chair with one leg lifted up like Ah Beng from Petaling Streets... Fortunately, he also smokes and he didn't mind about my behaviours at all...

He wasn't wearing specs, the picture in Grindr was his selling point.. Means I got trolled, but anyway he still looked very cute without rimless-glasses.... I thought I screwed up my first meet up, who knows few days later, he asked me out again, somehow I can sense that he has a little bit of interest in me because he initiated to ask me out... I decided to explore further with him and Yes, he is my Lover B...

After a few meet up, we cannot control ourselves anymore, we decided to have Sex........

To be continued