Later after my birthday party, I came to know that Beta has bought a house in Bandar Sungai Long.. That house was bought when Beta's brother was still around... The house already handed over to him during October and he expected to move in at the end of the year because the house was still very empty.. Needed to shop for furnitures, cabinets and so on... Coincidentally, my family also bought a house in Cheras Zen, expected to move there roughly at the end of the year too...
I don't really bother much about my family's new place, on the other hand I'm very excited about Beta's new house because I was looking forward to sleep with him again... Ever since the 2 weeks stayed over at his place, we never stayed over night since then because Beta's mother is afraid to be alone.... Basically I can't go over, and he cannot come over...
Sometimes Beta will go to his new house just to shift things over, or arrange the design with contractor, I would follow along... Every now and then we will go and shop for furnitures together, as if that house has became ours.... I even had the audacity to buy him a queen size bed worth Rm 1000, given to him as an early Christmas Gift, perhaps a new house gift, just to lighten up his burden a little... (To come up with that 1000 wasn't so hard for me, I literally took some money from Alpha's pocket-money saving accounts and put it back within 2 months...)
Sweetest thing he said to me was, he will never let anyone sleep on that bed except for me....
Meanwhile, on Alpha's side... Despite the fire between me and Beta were growing so fast, I had to pretend all normal in front of Alpha... The overwhelming love for Beta, spilled out and poured over to Alpha... That is how I learned how to treat Alpha better, more lovingly in the sense... I knew I can't cover this thing forever, so one day I decided to hint hint Alpha a little about my third party in a not so serious manner....
Me : Dear, what if one day I fell in love with another guy, say one of my boy boy?
Alpha : Wa, then you must bring him to me and show me how he looked like, whether cute anot...
Me : Show you for what?
Alpha : Because if I like that boy, then we can be together lo.. Threesome...
Me : You kidding right, the boy won't like you one la?
Alpha : Nvm lo, I become his sugardaddy.. That would be fun, we can even have orgy together...
Of course Alpha was joking, but for him to say that, in a way I was kind of relieved to know that he can actually accept this thing if I opened up to him...
Unfortunately, things didn't go according like what I expected... I showed the conversation between me and Alpha to Beta... Beta's face expression changed instantly, after he read the message, he passed back my phone and said "Orgy?? Who the hell you think I am? A slut? Go eat shit la you!!"
Again, I was stunned by his vulgar manner, it was so hard to swallow... Until I didn't talk to him for a few days... He tried to comfort me, but in a different tone this time... He told me the truth that he started falling in love with me and he's afraid to go further, in addition he cannot fulfil my desires in materials or lifestyle... Every weekend I go over Alpha's place to stay, he missed me alot... The list went on and on...
Many times I stressed to him that I am not money minded and I can earn my own money to spend... But he always like to see me as a sugar boy... Who needs to depend on Alpha's cash...
This had became an issue because I cannot contain Beta much longer... For the time being, I tried to push the issue aside, ignoring it and just see how it goes from there...
Middle of November, I had a trip to Genting with my colleagues... This was the trip where I learned an extremely unhealthy game... Roulette....
Coming up next...
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