In November 2011 I discovered roulette and the pay off was extremely tempting... On and off early this year, I was learning roulette all the way, whether in Genting or those Internet Cafes with Live Casino.... Sometimes win sometimes lose, until one day when I went up Genting, I kinda like discovered a strategy to play Roulette (something to do with how the dealer spins)...
I tested that strategy at first, won Rm 1k instantly.. Then lose Rm 1600, then win Rm 1200, lose Rm 1600, finally won Rm 1400.. So nett profit was Rm 400 for that trip... That up and down anxiety was really fun, means my strategy worked, until I had to share it with my cousin....
So I influenced him and we started going up Genting every other day last month (August)... First trip he won Rm 900, I won Rm 400.... Second trip he won Rm 1300, I lost Rm 3000... I felt extremely miserable again ever since... But that wasn't the end.... With that strategy I had in mind, I didn't give up...
The next trip, he lost Rm 900, I won Rm 4300.... Remarkable achievement, basically Alpha and Beta were always feeling under pressure because my stakes were getting higher... Another trip again, I lost Rm1000, he lost Rm 1300...
In two weeks time, we went up like 5 or 6 times already... The next time we went up, he lost Rm 2300, I lost Rm 5k... On and off there were arguments with my lovers about my gambling habits, I cannot control myself when I started losing... Alpha were still confident with my strategy and he gave me hope after I lost than five thousand...
The next round I went up with Alpha, I played for 3 hours and I won Rm 6800... I cannot imagine I come back again seriously, Alpha was literally praising me all the way "this kid is amazing"... We stayed there for a night, so the next morning I went up again just to play for fun, but ended up losing all my winnings and Alpha's money Rm 4k,... Got scolded so badly because I duno how to control myself, didn't walk away after winning...
With all these ups and downs, suddenly I felt that money value is so small... What I worked hard for a month, can get it in few hours... I spent my money like nobody's business, food, entertainment and etc...
The last time I went up with my cousin, I lost another Rm 2k, my cousin lost Rm 2k again... Since then we never went up again...
But I still continue playing in Internet Cafes, I had 8 days winning streak... Won back Rm 7k... One time because something happened, I lost Rm 9k in two nights... Total net loss is more than Rm 10k....
Base on all these figures, you can see my statistics in playing roulette, whenever I am focused, I can win...
But once I get distracted, that's it for me... Well, I'm addicted to roulette, but its just too much stress for me to handle... The amount of lost and my relationship, everything doesn't seem so smooth recently...
Alpha also stopped playing roulette because he saw how scary I can be when I'm on fire... I just want to say, if you want to gamble, try to control yourself, if you cannot control, don't play at all.. No win no lose and you will always be the winner...
In conclusion, I had to stop roulette because it is destroying me, if I continue playing I will turn into a monster (Hmm I'm already a monster) , because I cannot control myself when I lose... Now I will earn money the hard way and try to find the value of money again....
This all happened since 1st of August 2012, until 15th of September 2012... Roulette also taught me the dark side of gambling, as in how people got involved with loan sharks and ruined their own family...
Don't believe my story? See the amount of chips I have on my hand.... That's Rm 5300, minus Rm 1000 modal, winnings Rm 4300....
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