I can't continue writing my story anymore...
Every entry I write, it hurts so bad, so bad that I'm torturing myself....
3 person relationship, after a long 8 months, has finally ended...
In the end, I chose to be with Alpha....
Lots and lots of things happened during this 8 months... December 13th 2011, I broke up with Alpha... August 13th 2012, I broke up with Beta...
I gave true love my all, to Beta... But truth hurts, even though I have failed, I will not regret my actions..
Thus my faith, my believe in love had shattered.... When love fails, you can only go back to reality, The World...
I kinda wrote this on my own....
Love only brings pain... In the end you'll know, all that's left were memories... That had cost your money, effort, time and brain juice...
It's like a flower.. the blooming stage is always the prettiest , until it started dying.
I need to let things go.... I have to let it go... 1 year of heartache is more than enough for me to bear, my actions lead to my consequences today, and I will take every responsibility on my shoulder...
It's time for me to put my pen down... Perhaps in future, when I'm much wiser and mature, I will continue writing my story... Well at least, I had a hell of an experience, in year 2012....
Signing off,
Jerry
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